To Say Goodbye

After a while you learn the subtle difference
Between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
And you learn that love doesn't mean leaning
And company doesn't mean security.

And you begin to learn that kisses aren't contracts and presents aren't promises

And you begin to accept your defeats
With your head up and your eyes open,
And learn to build all your roads on today
Because tomorrow's ground is too uncertain
For plans, and futures have a way of falling down in mid-flight.

After a while you learn that even sunshine
Burns if you get too much,
So, you plant your own garden and
Decorate your own soul
Instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers

And you learn that you really can endure.......
That you are really strong,
And you really do have worth,
And you learn and learn
With every goodbye
You learn

- to Xiawei Mei Mei

its time to move on....

wahaha... that totals up my hard disk space to 40+80+80+120 = 320GB of hard disk space!! muahahaha!! *laughs insanely*... and on top of that, an additional 1GB of DDR2RAM which will increase my computer's performance by leaps and bounds! wahahahaha!! ... sigh... now all I need is a 10 mbps modem and a 1GB video card to go with it and it'll be perfect... =P  

Wierd Stuffs About Andrew

I'm quite a wierd person.
Ok.

I am a wierd person, but I just found out some wierder stuffs about myself...

behold.

1) I don't watch TV - In fact, I quite hate that thing... Other then some shows that capture my attention for a few minutes, I don't watch TV...

well, of course.. unless its Pokemon, or Digimon or maybe some interesting cartoons.... =D
I especially hate most variety shows... AND "Days of our Lives".. I can't believe anybody can WATCH that thing..

2) I don't listen to the Radio - I have so much music, that I find it pointless to turn on the radio to listen at times... (re: I think I have about 800+ Music CDs in my house)

moreover, I listen mostly to Christian songs only (and recently Gravitation), which most definately are not mainstream music... so I won't tune on to any stations

3) I like to Read - hmm.. yes. I like reading. Can you believe it? Most people my age hate reading.

however, I hate books that go under the classification "Mystery", "Thriller" or "Biography". I prefer books that will allow me to use my imagination.


yupz... so thats a few more items that I can add to "Andrew's Wierd List"...

I'm not your everyday guy after all.... =P

...

sigh.. I'm bored...

I changed my Gravitation music... nice right?
Goes to show that they don't just compose tech/rock all the time...

oh! and I just took a peek at XiaXue's blog after a period of 120+ days of abstinance, and guess wad..
She's still as perverted and bitchy as ever...

Some girls like to think that guys are always dirty-minded and perverted... but girls like Xiaxue makes you wonder if girls are the same too..

but after much consideration, I think that everybody is wierdly perverted in some ways, but our emtional quotion (EQ), stops us in our tracks.


oh yah! Have you ever wondered if I watched porn?
hmm...

duh. I've been using the internet since god knows when... and the spam that I get everytime I access a website to get game cracks/keygens or emulators, it somehow teleports me to some wierd website with women-deprecating pictures...

well...

as you all know, I don't even blink and eyelid and press the [X] on the top right corner of the screen. and a million other of the same website appears...

finally, *angel voices* SPYWARE DESTROYERS!.. became available.. and I almost wet my pants...

yaay.

no more pictures of hidious women trying to turn straight men horny.

of coz it had no effect on me. at all.

I wonder why.

fine... i think i'm starting to ramble.. this is what happen if you spend an afternoon studying creative briefs (briefs?... swimming trunks? leopard skin underwear?)... and FCB grids..


yupz..

so Andrew has leaked 4 secrets on his blog...

wahahahaha... *puke*

Just for fun, this is how my desktop looks like now... haha.. I love it, its one of my cleanest wallpapers so far, and of course, it simply has to be Gravitation! - 

Kumagoro Beam!!

A number of people have been asking me what is "Kumagoro Beam" in my nick. Well then, this is the Kumagoro Beam sequence in Gravitation for your enjoyment.




Kumagoro Beam is a "power" that childlike Ryuchi Sakama (the lead singer of "Nittle Grasper"), uses to ask people to "awaken" to reality...

haha.. in this case, Shuichi.. coz he's so lovestruck by Yuki Eiri...

In any case, I needed a Kumagoro Beam blast on me, as I only started studying like this morning... I wonder if I would even be able to continue studying...

anywayz, my guess is that this blog would be updated even more frequently for these weeks as I have lost my interest in alot of games that used to hold my enjoyment...

haha =)

*miss ya*

since everybody seems to be doing this...

MY JOHARI WINDO'!

The Greatest Pain

The greatest pain in life is not to die, but to be ignored.

To lose the person you love so much to another who doesn't care at all.

To have someone you care about so much throw a party and not tell you about it.

When your favorite person on earth neglects to invite you to his graduation.

To have people think that you don't care.

The greatest pain in life, is not to die, but to be forgotten.

To be left in the dust after another's great achievement.

To never get a call from a friend, just saying "hi".

When you show someone your innermost thoughts and they laugh in your face.

For friends to always be too busy to console you when you need someone to lift your spirits.

When it seems like the only person who cares about you, is you.

Life is full of pain, but does it ever get better?

Will people ever care about each other, and make time for those who are in need?

Each of us has a part to playing this great show we call life.

Each of us has a duty to mankind to tell our friends we love them.

If you do not care about your friends you will not be punished.

You will simply be ignored... forgotten...as you have done to others.

- Author Unknown